my parents won’t stop fighting and I can hear them through my headphones, I want to cry now
mom wants me to go to Japan because grandma hasn’t seen me in years and she’s 80 and mom is worried she’ll pass before seeing me one last time
but dad wants me to focus on portfolio building and take extra art classes so I can get into SVA smoothly and get a scholarship
why can’t I just do both things
my dad doesn’t trust me at all to be able to do anything on my own and my mom trusts me too much to make all the right decisions
I just seriously want to crawl into bed and die I hate it when my parents fight because of me
